---don't waste yout time reading this nonsense shit...this is just a trash post... XD
i saw her glaring at me, i just took a glimpse to know if our eyes would meet.. im attaining cognizance on the manner of her looks at me without having any notice or reason.
she's a bizzare kid, maybe one or two years younger than my seniority, i know im pulchritudinous *LOL* but i don't get it, i dont get and think of the reason why she's giving me a strange stare. It was odd for me, i don't even recognize her, she's a new face in my vision. I would like to meet her eyes if she would just be admiring and pleasant to me, unfortunately, she's not..
She's just an ordinary kid with usual looks just like the others. Green skirt, white blouse, pony tail, dark complexion, average height for her age. She's not adorable and admiring with regards to my standards of giving someone a complement in terms of being beautiful.. *LOL*
wiee....im so mean,,, but it's true, that's a fact.. hahahaha
Monday, February 9, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
message received
i was done writing my economic assignment, as usual, i just copied it from my classmate's notes. I decided to continue reading the twilight, Im already in chapter two which is really unusual for me. I really don't have much time giving reading attention. Im not a bookworm or good in reading, i don't even find it as a hobby. Maybe, for some other kinds of articles or content...haha
I was perfectly lying on my bed, wearing my comfortable p.e. tshirt paired with brown shorts. Since I left school, or i rather say, since I left the house before going to school, I already feel this damn headache. I really hate headaches or any other forms of illnesses. So until class was over and even I already went home, I still suffer from it. Good thing it's not too bad that I can still bear it. Because of this damn headache I felt tardiness in reading the book so I decided to go to the computer, face the monitor and touch the mouse. Now Im already making another nonsense entry in my blog. While I was lying I just thought of these stuffs. Not so much interesting.....
Nothing interesting happened today, except for the vacant time in our class which is a perfect time for me to get a sleep, but i thought, though there's a teacher, I still fall asleep....hahaha....
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wait, something entered my brain....
A MESSAGE....toooot toooot toooot......
UPLOADING MESSAGE....
" I may have innumerbale crushes but my love only belongs to you and I may be spending some of my time with others but before I go to sleep, I always think of the person I truely care about.."
ANALYZING MESSAGE....
tooot tooot toooot...
INTERPRETATION:
" The brain suddenly remembered, perhaps, thought of a very special and important person and the message emphasizes the feeling or the reaction made by the cells of the brain."
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So,, getting back to the stuffs above,, hmmm.... as usual, another nonsense entry of mine, right now I can't think of something good that I can put in here....
waiiiiit.......
toooot toooot toooot....
1 MESSAGE RECEIVED
The brain received another message..
OPENING MESSAGE..
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" The letter was really cute, I loved the content, i love everything, i really appreciate the effort, I just tend not to smile while reading it, some may say Im getting crazy smiling alone. But at one part, no, every part of the letter, i find it very cute.. I don't know, but I really love it..Knowing the fact that the one written on it is very special and it's sincere.."
ANALYZING MESSAGE...
toot tooot tooot
INTERPRETATION:
" The brain suddenly remembered, perhaps, thought of a very special and important event and the message emphasizes the feeling or the reaction made by the cells of the brain."
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oh yeah, another message just entered the brain..
so now,, ahmmm let's move on now...what else can I say??
I really don't know...
shit,, i kinda felt the pain of my wound, it's not too big,, it's really small but i kinda felt the injury...hmmm....
1 MESSAGE ECEIVED...READ NOW??
===YES===
opening message...
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" The brain remembered that when the individual was lying on the bed and stopped reading, the hypothalamus made a reaction which made the individual feel a loss of someone.."
tooot tooot
closing message..
analyzation interrupted
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ahmm,, what are those messages?!!
they're kinda a weird...
and......corni...
as you may say....ahmmm...
maybe that's all i can think right now...
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---iza---
I was perfectly lying on my bed, wearing my comfortable p.e. tshirt paired with brown shorts. Since I left school, or i rather say, since I left the house before going to school, I already feel this damn headache. I really hate headaches or any other forms of illnesses. So until class was over and even I already went home, I still suffer from it. Good thing it's not too bad that I can still bear it. Because of this damn headache I felt tardiness in reading the book so I decided to go to the computer, face the monitor and touch the mouse. Now Im already making another nonsense entry in my blog. While I was lying I just thought of these stuffs. Not so much interesting.....
Nothing interesting happened today, except for the vacant time in our class which is a perfect time for me to get a sleep, but i thought, though there's a teacher, I still fall asleep....hahaha....
----------------------------
wait, something entered my brain....
A MESSAGE....toooot toooot toooot......
UPLOADING MESSAGE....
" I may have innumerbale crushes but my love only belongs to you and I may be spending some of my time with others but before I go to sleep, I always think of the person I truely care about.."
ANALYZING MESSAGE....
tooot tooot toooot...
INTERPRETATION:
" The brain suddenly remembered, perhaps, thought of a very special and important person and the message emphasizes the feeling or the reaction made by the cells of the brain."
----------------------------
So,, getting back to the stuffs above,, hmmm.... as usual, another nonsense entry of mine, right now I can't think of something good that I can put in here....
waiiiiit.......
toooot toooot toooot....
1 MESSAGE RECEIVED
The brain received another message..
OPENING MESSAGE..
========
" The letter was really cute, I loved the content, i love everything, i really appreciate the effort, I just tend not to smile while reading it, some may say Im getting crazy smiling alone. But at one part, no, every part of the letter, i find it very cute.. I don't know, but I really love it..Knowing the fact that the one written on it is very special and it's sincere.."
ANALYZING MESSAGE...
toot tooot tooot
INTERPRETATION:
" The brain suddenly remembered, perhaps, thought of a very special and important event and the message emphasizes the feeling or the reaction made by the cells of the brain."
----------------------------
oh yeah, another message just entered the brain..
so now,, ahmmm let's move on now...what else can I say??
I really don't know...
shit,, i kinda felt the pain of my wound, it's not too big,, it's really small but i kinda felt the injury...hmmm....
1 MESSAGE ECEIVED...READ NOW??
===YES===
opening message...
===========
" The brain remembered that when the individual was lying on the bed and stopped reading, the hypothalamus made a reaction which made the individual feel a loss of someone.."
tooot tooot
closing message..
analyzation interrupted
----------------------------
ahmm,, what are those messages?!!
they're kinda a weird...
and......corni...
as you may say....ahmmm...
maybe that's all i can think right now...
SAVING DRAFT...
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---iza---
Monday, February 2, 2009
NARCISSISTIC
i feign to be clement though internal hemorage occurs. No matter how idyllic i think of how things stack up, no matter how good the scene would be to regale me, no matter how genteel i act, still, the damn apprehension of begrudging i perceive, i try to conceal the discomfort and acquire the reality of the backdrop i see. Fcuk. It damn gets all over my figure and conquers my despair. I don't want to take a glance but I keep on taking a glimpse, trying to gape what it's like when I know one feel bliss with another.
Blameworthiness, resentment, and jaundiced eye can be seen in me though I try to overlook my circumstances but this hunch of aggravation I can't bury.
I may be egocentric on how it appears to be, but I demand that one to be in my possesion. I may be really narcissistic but as long as I can accumulate, I demand the one to be just hand in hand with me..
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I admire and adore and love my blog cause it's the only thing where I can express my worries, grudges, doubts and problems without hearing any complains. ..
I love myself cause the feeling of agony lasts for just a short span of duration. And I guess I have my own way of blocking unpleasant memories that I don't want to remember anymore, neither in the past nor in the present..
So now while Im doing this horse shit entry, my resentment, torment and grievance starts to evanesce.. (few minutes later) ...The defeat of my brain over my heart has vanished already..
--iza--
P.S. some of the words I've used came from the vocabularies we discussed last time in English class... :)
Blameworthiness, resentment, and jaundiced eye can be seen in me though I try to overlook my circumstances but this hunch of aggravation I can't bury.
I may be egocentric on how it appears to be, but I demand that one to be in my possesion. I may be really narcissistic but as long as I can accumulate, I demand the one to be just hand in hand with me..
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I admire and adore and love my blog cause it's the only thing where I can express my worries, grudges, doubts and problems without hearing any complains. ..
I love myself cause the feeling of agony lasts for just a short span of duration. And I guess I have my own way of blocking unpleasant memories that I don't want to remember anymore, neither in the past nor in the present..
So now while Im doing this horse shit entry, my resentment, torment and grievance starts to evanesce.. (few minutes later) ...The defeat of my brain over my heart has vanished already..
--iza--
P.S. some of the words I've used came from the vocabularies we discussed last time in English class... :)
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