Thursday, March 19, 2009

feeling vanquished

hayst,,what a day....been a long time since ai got a new post here in my blog...

whew.. but im back in business..
shet,, my blog's already's been years (hyperboli) since i logged in..

today's not too good..not like the others..

aghast, balked, beaten, chapfallen, complaining, crestfallen, defeated, depressed, despondent, disconcerted, discontented, discouraged, disenchanted, disgruntled, disillusioned, dissatisfied, distressed, down, down in the dumps, downcast, downhearted, foiled, frustrated, hopeless, objecting, shot down, taken down, thwarted, unhappy, unsatisfied, upset, vanquished, worsted

that's what im feeling,....i felt, worthless, abandoned, abject, barren, base, bogus, cheap, contemptible, counterproductive, despicable, empty, futile, good-for-nothing, ignoble, inconsequential, ineffective, ineffectual, inferior, insignificant, inutile, meaningless, mediocre, miserable, no-account, no-good, nothing, nugatory, paltry, pointless, poor, profitless, sterile, trashy, trifling, trivial, unavailing, unessential, unimportant, unproductive, unprofitable, unusable, useless, valueless, waste, wretched

..................i feel like..all my efforts....are wasted and gone to nothing..

like,,it's really unfair for my side..that im the only one who's moving..i guess.. wish i was wrong..but darn it,, that's what im seeing right now..hope it's not...

........hayst,,,,really not good....


Tuesday, March 3, 2009


whew!! it's been a long time since i got to publish a new post. almost a blog's kinda having spider web and a lot of dust..haha

anyways..since i can't think of any nice post. I'll just enter my gm..


kunyare GALIT at WALANG PAKI pero deep inside super CARE, LOVE at WORRIED naman..

kunyare KAYA pero namamatay na pala sa SAKIT..

kunyare OKAY pero HIRAP na..

kunyare DEDMA pero super SELOS naman..

kunyare MASAYA, yun pala TAMPO na..

kunyare HINDI INIISIP pero deep inside MAHAL PA RIN at MISS na!!!

sa harap ng ibang tao kunyare galit pero pagtalikod don lumalabas ang totoong feelings!!

anlakas magdeny ang lakas magsinungaling ang lakas magpanggap!!


some thoughts of those in stage of denial...
this one is...for those PRETENTIOUS...

kunyare MAHAL ka pero BALEWALA ka lang pala sa kanya..

PASWEET pero sa LAHAT ganun pala sya..

super CARE pero WALA naman palang PAKI sayo..

sinasabing MAHAL ka pero may IBA naman palang GUSTO...

CONCERN pero may ibang PURPOSE pala..

masyadong maraming SALITA pero KULANG sa GAWA ta napakaraming GINAGWANG kulang sa SALITA..

mga taong TALIWAS ng sinasabi sa gusong gawin at ipahiwatig..



another are for those bastard and flirt persons out there. and to those who are "tanga"...

--------"hindi porket madalas mong kachat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o katext ng wantusawa eh may gusto na sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang FRIENDLY, SWEET, FLIRT, MALANDI, PA-FALL, o PAASA...


darn it! may naalala na naman tuloy ako..tsk..
anyways, i hope you like it..
try to leave a comment!!