nostalgic

I feel calm right now about what happened yesterday..
jhiegz, thanks for the comment on that post :)

but now, i still feel so lonely, pressured and worried.
My shifting process is still not complete.
And the college I want to get in is still uncertain of the slot for me.
*sigh*

My family is soooo determined that I should get in to applied statistics.
damn it!! can someone give me a slot?!
for plan B, I inquired in architecture but the dean is not around earlier so I was not able to ask about the slot..

slot, slot, slot....

I can't smile or feel happy for just a second especially when going home earlier.
I went to adoration chapel in our city church and prayed so hard, for about 30mins I guess?
And I cried too....because I'm really so sad about what's happening.. *sigh*

Good thing I'm not the kind of person who will be depressed for days.
So probably, I guess, tomorrow will be another day, and I will enjoy the rest of it.

Please pray for me.............

-iza
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i feel pain

hmmm..
it's been a long day..hay..

I went to my school, (PUP) to manage my shifting form, (so I can shift from my course to another).
I thought everything was going to be okay, but it turned out the unexpected.

I was supposed to be a first year irregular if I shifted in this course, but there was a problem regarding the slots. When I first inquired and asked the number of students, there are only about less than 30 students in the section.
This year there was 55 students who enrolled in the department, but they are offering only one section, so my slot, or place, or rather my shifting process is not yet sure. It is still tentative if I can make it in this course.

To be specific, I'm in the College of Accountancy and I wanted to shift in College of Science, department of Mathematics and Statistics, Bachelor in Applied Statistics. This course was the one recommended to me by my older sister and our guardian, so Bachelor in Applied Statistics is definitely the course they want me to take if I want to continue my study. There are no alternative plan so far. But if it didn't turned out fine, I'll inquire in Architecture instead.

*sigh* I was about to cry when I was talking to my sister earlier. Because it's really a big deal for me, for her, for us.

What's making me feel more sad is that there's no one I could seriously talk to, because they are all busy. Thank goodness one of my classmates texted me and it was a relieve to tell someone my problem(s). I also appreciated the effort of one of my friends who replied to my message once though she has no load.

So for all of you who have red this entry. Please pray for me that I can fix this problem and my shifting process will turn out fine.
Thanks guys!


--iza

wala akong maisip na bagong ipost..
pero dahil inaamag na naman ang blog ko..
eto nag umpisa na kong magtype..
tae wala talaga maisip na may sense..
kaya eto walang kwenta ulit ang tinatype ko..hahaha

mag isa dito sa kwarto habang nagsosoundtrip at text.
mag uunli dapat ako ulit kaso naman, extended pa ang kumag. baliw talga ang globe kahit kelan..

kamusta naman ang school?
ayun nakakaaning pero masaya naman...
*hachu! hachu!*
na-sneeze ako bigla..

masaya din kausapin ang sarili, mag isip ng kung anu ano at maging paranoid at delusional kung minsan. O kaya naman schizophrenic na..hahaha

taakte.. next time pag may naisip nalang akong magandang post tatype ko agad!
hahahah!!!! pero dahil wala talga kong maisip na matino..
eto nalang, at alam ko namang wala ring babasa nito kundi ako..
bahala kayo..hahahaha!

*sinisipon na*