hayst,,what a day....been a long time since ai got a new post here in my blog...
whew.. but im back in business..
shet,, my blog's already expired...haha....it's been years (hyperboli) since i logged in..
today's not too good..not like the others..
aghast, balked, beaten, chapfallen, complaining, crestfallen, defeated, depressed, despondent, disconcerted, discontented, discouraged, disenchanted, disgruntled, disillusioned, dissatisfied, distressed, down, down in the dumps, downcast, downhearted, foiled, frustrated, hopeless, objecting, shot down, taken down, thwarted, unhappy, unsatisfied, upset, vanquished, worsted
that's what im feeling,....i felt, worthless, abandoned, abject, barren, base, bogus, cheap, contemptible, counterproductive, despicable, empty, futile, good-for-nothing, ignoble, inconsequential, ineffective, ineffectual, inferior, insignificant, inutile, meaningless, mediocre, miserable, no-account, no-good, nothing, nugatory, paltry, pointless, poor, profitless, sterile, trashy, trifling, trivial, unavailing, unessential, unimportant, unproductive, unprofitable, unusable, useless, valueless, waste, wretched
..................i feel like..all my efforts....are wasted and gone to nothing..
like,,it's really unfair for my side..that im the only one who's moving..i guess.. wish i was wrong..but darn it,, that's what im seeing right now..hope it's not...
........hayst,,,,really not good....